Sometimes I just feel left out of the club…..

So someone told this too me: “You just don’t understand, you are not a mom!” Pretty much the meanest thing anyone has ever said to me. Well maybe not the meanest, but it was damn hurtful anyways. It’s like this special club that just about ANYONE can belong to. But me.  The birthday parties that … Continue reading

The Day There was A Giant Spider in My Pants

I live in the desert. I should expect to see lots of insects and spiders with a mix of scorpions and snakes. Just not in my pants. I felt a lump in my pants. I stuck my hands down my pants to see what that was and this is what I pulled out: Lucky for … Continue reading

Tomorrow is the day I get Artificial Inseminated!

This is fast becoming a infertility blog. It is just the only thing that is on my mind. So I apologize if this is a topic that bores you. However, IUI day is tomorrow. It is all I can think about. Intrauterine insemination (IUI) — a type of artificial insemination — is a procedure for … Continue reading

While Waiting For My Miracle…

I have had a VERY long time (20 months) to think about nursery themes. I have seen styles come and go. I am OBSESSED with Project Nursery. This is not helping my desire to have a child. I think it has hurt me even more when I see that BFN (big fat negative) pregnancy test. … Continue reading

Failure: Procreating

I want a baby. There. I said it. I have always wanted one. I was watching Baby Story and Bring Home Baby before I was even close to meeting the future husband. I wanted someone to love and love me back. I wanted to experience the world through a child. I wanted a baby!!! When … Continue reading

Day 6 of Juicing…..Enough is Enough

I will be eating my first meal today for lunch. The funny part is, I am craving salad. Anything I want and I want salad! I have lost a total of 6 pounds in 5 days! This will be my kick start into eating less portions and better, healthier food. I hope I detoxed a … Continue reading

Day 5 of Juicing……The day of ups and downs

So the day hasn’t gone so well. I didn’t want to drink anything. Not even water. I crashed and then I cried. Its not even hunger, it’s just something I need to get over and not put anything in my mouth! What I did discover was Whole Foods has a “green” smoothie (spinach, pineapple, mangos … Continue reading